Sometimes, when you are having very unusual, intense spiritual experiences it is hard not to think you are actually crazy.

For more than 30 years, I have been on a spiritual journey. It started when I surrendered my addiction to alcohol when I was just 26. Now that I’m in my 50’s, people ask me how I knew I was actually an alcoholic, perhaps I was just sowing wild oats. I knew. People who are just sowing oats do have vast gaps in their memory of every first date. I did. I knew.

Alcoholics have been experiencing cures since the 30’s through having profound spiritual experiences, connecting with some mysterious power greater than myself.

If there was such a thing, I was determined to find it. And find it I did.

Understanding it was another thing. Lots of things got in my way, parental hostility toward all things religious, emotional abuses and the resulting conviction of my complete unworthiness, rejection from my family for getting sober, marriage, motherhood and work. To name only a few.

But 30 years is a long time to focus on something. Not only have I gained an understanding of spirit, I have been gifted with fabulous spiritual experiences and psychic experiences. Experiences that I fought with intense skepticism until they proved themselves valid.

It can be lonely. It can be scary. It can be funny.

Because it’s 2012, I’ve decided to share these experiences with you. You may judge me as psychotic. Many have.

Or, you may find your own experiences here. You may find comfort. You may find hope.

That is what I wish for you.

(PS. I am a hypnotherapist and I work with people in trance states, many of whom have wonderful spiritual experiences. But this website is not about selling you anything. If you are curious about my offerings go to http://www.CynthiaBeck.com)